PaSsi0n 0f LoVe

Define Exploitation

2006-05-17T15:52:00.000+08:00

^ A Short Phrase That Says It All ^
A realization of "exploitation" awakes a helpful person
Of course, in there lies a reason
For it ain't always Sunday this season
So congrats! There goes a helpful person's motivation!
~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~
I never came across such an incompetent person with such a high level of irritants within
Irregardless of her badly spoken English, She's most certainly a "horrible" sight
Even an easy-going person would very well be driven to his/her grave
She's got the brain of a bird
a mouth that smells like rotten eggs
laughter that has the sinister sound effect
eyes equivalent to that of a piggy
and a voice that makes you feel like slapping her face
I have witnessed to believe such an existence on Earth

Here Are My Thoughts To Pen

2006-04-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

Okay, I know...this is getting mouldy right woman?? Have been really "realli" busy, yup you bet and I am so tired each day after a full 9.00 to 6.00 office work. Many of you think it's a comfortable job...~shakes head~, nah...it's isn't and it has got side effects too. My vision is blurred, having bad digestion after meals, horrible customers that sometimes makes me wanna laugh at their ignorance and immaturity.

I am going through an interesting part of my internship where you get to know people of weird characteristics, perhaps being brought up from different family upbringing. Hmmm, "rude" ..."feign blur' ..."ill-mannered"..."thinks the world revolves ard them"..."stuck-up"..."proud"... that's for the unacceptable ones. Of course there are "helpful"..."humble"..."caring"..."funny"...those are the nice beings around. For me, what comes around goes around and if I am not given the respect I deserve, neither will you have mine either and I will make sure you'll have a taste of your own medicine.

"Good" Food is what I need to make me happy and eyes brightly lited...am dying to try Goodwood's Park Buffet, have to make an advance booking though and it's already THURSDAY!!! Ghee, will I ever make it for the weekend's feast of gourmet food indulgence? Actually, not suppose to spend too generously but I'm a food lover and I would rather fill my tummy with yummy treats then buy new clothes off the rack at the shopping malls.

I miss attending lectures, I miss school work and I miss the cheap rates of delicacies sold in Ngee Ann's Polytechnic canteens. The standard living in Singapore is so HIGH and transporatation only is one third of my pathetic monthly allowance. Come to think of it, I really wonder if I'll get paid for public holidays, I pray hard enough that they will cause any further deductions would result in "poverty" !! Yes, it's that serious people, for my case...i'm honest.

Mom's been "over the moon" and when I say that...it means the exact opposite! Haha, what an irony but those closely knitted members of mine would understand why I chose to use that analogy. Sometimes, I feel that her mindset oppose mine and in fact it seems ridiculous to me at times, but to try and understand human thinking can get you daft and so it's wiser to accept such thoughts with an open mind. If it gets too annoying in your head, just whisper some soft expletive and brush it all off with a sinister laugh.

Low batt!!! Laptop's gonna hibernate soon and I shall pen off my thoughts of mine here today, wonder when will I have the luxury to blog in my site again, till next time folks and I hope you'll enjoy your day ahead.

Sometimes I feel like hating you

2006-04-05T21:29:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel like a complete idiot... mentioning my thoughts to you seem to have fallen on deaf ears. Why can't you comprehend my message or maybe it is all that you chose not to. You never were like this before and to date, it seems like your sentiments has changed, for whatever reason...do as you deem fit cause this is that much my tolerence have gone and hit the peak. If you remembered what you said, let me tell you this once, what comes around goes around and don't blame me if I decided to give you back the taste of your own medicine. Seriously, if you think this is all about a daily routine and past-time then I suggest you stop where you are and just end the agony. For once, I feel like we're two worlds apart and I have nothing more to say to you. If this is how much you care with regard to your interest(s)... then this is where you ruined the whole years of commitment.

Post Valentine's Day Bluez

2006-02-13T11:16:00.000+08:00

This is crazy...I am totally amused with myself, yup that's right. Woke up at 2.00pm yesterday, started doing my IPD power point project till 4.30am; say I started at 2.30pm...hmmm...a freaking 14 hours of work!!! Plus, I didn't have my lunch & dinner... ghee! Was feeling a little"high" but didn't want to get into bed as I was afraid that I would not be able to wake up for my presentation. Waited for mum till 6.00am and took a taxi down to Yio Chu Kang MRT station, then took bus 162A...yah with the A! I was like "Ah, Wats with the A?!" Went on board and it gave me back the feeling of my younger years in Bishan Park Secondary School, where I would get up as early as 5.30am, dad would fetch me to school and I will then take a bus down to da's place... ohh...those were the days. Back to my morning's blur state... sat on the bus till Ai Tong's Primary and the lady bus driver yelled at me:"xiao-jie"! Bus 162A..."zui ho yi ge zhan le", I turned back and yeap! I was the last passenger... without any slight notion that it was the end of the journey, how silly! Alighted and took the next bus 410...was thinking if the condo's main gate was opened? Took a glance at my watch and it showed 6.40am, I was like: "neh! Where got so early open..." So I decided not to alight at the desired bus-stop. Just as the bus drove pass the gate, guess what? It was OPENED!!! Great! Now I'll have to walk up the crappy slope for no reason; my intuition just wasn't there...so much for not sleeping. Crap! Argued with Da and that didn't make my day felt any better... went to school and JS will not be coming till IPD's lesson. Now it's already 11.11am and da still hasn't called me yet, post valentines' blues I guess cos' I haven't got plans for tomorrow... ... how "romantic"

Featuring My i-Pod Nano

2005-12-21T02:53:00.000+08:00

Featuring my BEST christmas present for the year 2005!!

The Black Master Piece [i-Pod Nano]

With a lovely sweet pink "condom"... sweet!

This is the gift of "love" I was talking about in my previous entry, finally managed to take down the pictures, so decided to post it for your viewing pleasure. It's an expensive present and it means more than just its value because of the sentiments that comes with it. This precious da of mine wouldn't even buy this for himself but he bought it for me without having any second thoughts... so sweet of him right? It never came across my mind that he would be giving me a surprise this christmas... when he first present it to me, my whole world stopped for a second and ohhh! I so wanna kiss & hug him... not because he bought me such an expensive gift but the thought of him giving me the best in life melted my heart. He's such a dearie to me & I know I will love him even more each day.

Kuai Yong Made All Things Beautiful

2005-12-17T02:55:00.000+08:00

Love does have its special sentiments and when it comes, your world will just turn beautiful! He's finally sound asleep... I took a glance at him and smiled, the gift of [LoVe] I received today melted and touched my heart to bits. Those phrases of his was most endearing and tears of joy twinkled into my eyes.

To someone very special : You made the difference that changed my life and know that i'll never let you go.

Know that there is someone who loves u more than anything else, even himself.

Know that someone cherish u above all else.

The realization of such pure & genuine confession brought me straight to the seventh heaven...

The feeling of being loved & cherished led me to the blessings I've always long for...

He's the one all girls would dream their nights for...

He's the one that anyone could ever hope for...

He's the one who will make all things beautiful...

But He's the one who has my name placed in the closeness of his heart!

Love is often taken for granted and I now understand that one should NEVER bring the following into the hearts of the one you love:

[E]xpectations

[R]estrictions

[C]omparisons

[C]alculations

I've made all the above mentioned mistakes and hurt the one I love MOST in life...

Da: I'm sorry if I ever made you felt so "lost" for me, today's the sweetest days of my life cos' you had my heart filled with so much love & faith. Your sincerity moved me to tears and I can't help but love you even more. It wasn't the value of the gift but your display of such tenderness and love covered me whole with the colours of joy & happiness! You mentioned that time passes by very quickly and soon it will be the year 2006, I dread the day where I can no longer hold you in my arms each day and night, the mere thought of it makes me wanna cry... I love you more than anything else in the world; a love so true that money can never buy. Because of you, everything in life turned beautiful...I always wanted you to know that, "Da...I love only you!"

The Colour of Sadness Turns More Blue

2005-12-16T00:08:00.000+08:00

The following can only describe today's feelings:

...It's hard not to sulk when you're upset...
...It's hard not to show when you're disappointed...
...It's hard not to cry when you're down...
...It's hard not to sign when you're troubled...

Love seems even harder to comprehend these days, what do you see love as? I see it now as a complications of the heart. How not to be disappointed and upset with someone you love, It's all because we love someone thats why everything matters...here's my song for the day:

I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool i keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

And there's no way home
When it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

It's just a day of pure emptiness and sadness, to the one I so love dearly: "I still love you no matter what" Pls know : "Nothing stays the same..." Hence, let's try to let it pass..." ^~^

...Visitors Direct Yr Visit To...

2005-11-22T11:59:00.000+08:00

Dear regular visitors of my blog... I have created a new blog and hence my irregular update here, perhaps I can't learn to let go of something I like and so created another one for the pinkish girly blogskin I found whilst browsing through www.blogskins.com The other blog seems to have more upsetting entries... despite the pleasant music and cheerful background. ~laughs
Think I'm a bit too uptight with myself lately, I just realized that I'm too ahead of time. My new blog is 1 day ahead, what do I mean by that??? Ha! Ha! I thought it's the 23rd of the month today, it was only when I checked against my cell phone's calendar did I realize it's only the 22nd... aiyah! Not enough sleep & rest and $#@!*% whatever you wanna guess it to be... only for my personal knowledge. ~grins ;P Actually, I'm kinda tired and apologize for my short entry today... wanna know what I did today??? Pls check it out at http://www.babypinkcinnamon.blogspot.com and no worries, this time it's not password encoded. Nitez people... have a great day ahead tomorrow!!

BoReD To TeaRs

2005-11-18T15:06:00.000+08:00

*yawnz~ Great!...started the day with my sleepy head and am just restless to do anything...
Yesterday, Kuai Yong and I spend the day out with ah gong...dropped by delta house to have a look at the small cafe then headed down to the chinatown market to buy fruits from "lao xin". As usual, she will choose a fruit to cut for us to eat, this time it was an apple. Her fruits always seem to taste so juicy & sweet, kinda like eating her fruits =] After which, ah gong introduced us to try the claypot rice, it was yummy; but just that I wasn't so hungry then... I was being pretty hilarious; trying to communicate with ah gong with teochew, he seemingly gave me a smile when I managed to convey my message correctly. The feeling was special, he was very much like my late grandmother... how I wish I could speak better teochew, to be able to communicate with him like kuai yong. Later in the night, kuai yong & I went to KAP (King Albert Park) to have coffee with Carmen, Zuanqi, Jeremy and Wei Jian. :tok kok sing song till abt 12.50am. Jeremy will be going to Dubai on Monday morning, he paid $2000 plus for the trip as it wasn't subsidized by the school, unlike Ngee Ann. So much for yesterday's programme... today's friday and I'm feeling so bored, am just looking forward to saturday's dance practice and monday's Hi-Club... now sitting in da's car (baked in the sun)... gosh! I'm like in a suana spa!!! So so warm, it's only 3.30pm and I will have to wait till 5pm. I'm ending my entry for today soon... yup and yah now... I can't stand it, I need to switch the air-con on...

...10 Word of Advice...

2005-11-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

1. Never count your eggs before they hatch.
2. What comes around goes around.
3. Use the correct temple to deliver your speech.
4. Do not make assumptions but get the facts right.
5. Do not spend away tomorrow's money.
6. Maintain in the right physiology state.
7. Learn to work towards your passion.
8. Listen to what people don't tell you.
9. Smile to start your day afresh.
10. Lend a helping hand to people in need.

Sign Language

2005-11-14T22:56:00.000+08:00

Kuai yong and I joined the Ngee Ann Hi Club (Hearing Impaired Club). Went for a short orientation at lecture 73... our class 1C! We had fun even though initially we felt like some freakos, haha =] Well, we merely learnt the basics, A-Z ... Kuai Yong was pretty much a very fast learner...we had a small competition amomg all the other basic classes and hey!...we got 3rd prize... in it was some crackers, biscuits, sweets~ stuff like that. Really look forward to next week's lesson... It's good to learn I would say as it feels as if you've accomplished something that not many people around you understand sign language. Apart from that, their CCA points system is relatively attractive, each lesson attended is 1 point. How nice! Oh wah... tomorrow is my dance practice leh, my classmate Ming Sui & Jasmine seemed very interested after I introduced them to the dance club. Think I'm becoming some CCA Fanatic... so far, I'm happy with my participation... and dancing is my passion.

Sung By Surface

2005-11-10T17:33:00.000+08:00

SHOWER ME WITH YOUR LOVE
My heart is filled with so much love
And I need someone I can call my own
To fall in love that's what ev'ryone's dreaming of
I hold this feeling oh so strong
Life is too short to live alone
Without someone to call my own
I will care for you, you will care for me
Our love will live forever

Shower me with your love
Shower me with the love that I long for
Shower me with your love
Shower me with the love I've been waiting for

I close my eyes and pray all my wishes come true
Ev'ry night I go to sleep
Until you're mine, I'll wait for you endlessly
Can't you see Fairy tales, they do sometimes come true
If you believe, it could happen to you
Like the stars that shine way up in the sky
Our love will live forever
(Repeat Chorus)

Like the stars that shine way up in the sky
Our love will live forever
Live forever
(Repeat Chorus)
Shower me with your love
Shower me with the love I've been waiting for

^ OP ShiRt ^

2005-10-31T00:12:00.000+08:00

Ghee! I woke up at 3.30 pm... slept at 6.30am...and why? Cause' I watched "3 ge hao ren" right after I came home from Godma house at 4.00am. Hee~ Giat hor? Oh... Kuai Yong and I went to Sim Lim, it was Sooo Crowded! Bought Godma her memory card for $149.00 (1G). Ohh... and we had my favourite chicken feet mee and fried wanton, in all it cost $9.20...and that's our lunch plus dinner. Met Godma at John Little cos' she wanted to get some stuff for her trip... she bought this sling-bag for like $80 plus...whoo! Kinda steep for a sling bag, but well...it's kinda like a Golfers' Brand. Today, I had the most horrible Ice-Kacang ever! The taste was so artificial cos' the auntie who made it didn't put enough milk...yucksss!!! Kuai yong bought an OP shirt which I felt compliments his charming looks... I love to see him in white, just like prince charming! They had a 20% discount store-wide so it cost $39.90 after discount. Not too bad, quite a good buy after all. Just in time for the "first day of school" outfit tomorrow... =) Starting of school again, I want to join the dance club, but kinda lazy cos it starts quite late...still comtemplating whether to go for it anot... but I kinda miss my dance lessons... have already bought my ballet shoes. If only they'd start earlier... that would have been perfect! Need CCA points to go into University leh... think I better go lah, or not also getting "fatter"... Laughs~ Ohh, da said he wanna go vegetarian for 2 weeks! Oh but I don't mind having portobellow mushrooms with mozeralla cheese, ham and butter...whoo! Yummiest.... pardon my spelling errors, cos' I lazy to search the dictionary. Hehe~ Logging off now... wanna put my mask and take my shower.... nitez!

h0me oN SaTuRdaY <3

2005-10-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

Mingle, mingle, mingle...for the whole entire day, I was mingling with mum's blog and my blog. It has been a horrible day for me, my whole body aches! Ohhh.... it must have been the Go-Cart yesterday, I accidentally crash into the whole stack of tyres... and the cart even took a twirl during my second round on the track. Oh my! This time, it was due to my negligence... I didn't take into considerations that the road was slightly damp due to the day's drizzle and the sensitive accelerator. Nevertheless, it was still fun apart from the muscle aches I've got. ^laughs^ After which... Kuai Yong, my frens and I went to Seafood Village to have our "dinner" though it was actually "lunch" for KY and myself cos' we haven't had lunch. Dinner was miserable cos' our table was surrounded by a family of stray cats! They wanted our food on the table as you would have guessed...it was terrible and none of us could have our dinner taken in peace till we swore never to return back there again. However, Kuai Yong bought me a pair of shoes... it has got pearls on it and yes the colour of my shoe is baby-pink! Next, I want to have my hair cut but dad withdraw some money out of my ATM today, I was pretty much very upset cos I haven't got much money left... oh well... guess I'll have to forget all abt going for my hair-cut. Okay...I gotta log off now... gonna give Godma the Lana Cake Kuai Yong and I bought for her.

BoRiNg DaY

2005-10-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

Holidays are coming to an end and here are my little thoughts to pen ~ It's the rainy season and as I blog in my entry for the day, I could see lightnings across the fogged-up windows of my orange-lited room. Kuai Yong went to bed early today, he's soundly asleep and boy is he charming to look at...(laughs) He's been to to airport thrice just this week, bet he's worn out from having to chauffeur so early in the morning. Ah gong went back to China...this time, we don't know how long before he comes back to Singapore again... although he oftens speaks to me in Teochew, I could roughly decipher his message. He's just like my late Grandmother, someone whom I respect and love so much to have dinner with. I miss Grandma dearly...I dreamt of her twice this year, the dream I had was kinda vague though...Oh well. I'm so excited...looking forward to tomorrow's day out with the notti bunch of guys and Ms Loud-Speaker, will be going across the borders of Singapore to play Go-Cart and have seafood dinner together. Good gracious, there was a blackout! Thank goodness I could recover my post back...(sigh a relief)phew! okay, where was I? I've been wanting to change my hairstyle, kinda bored of it but am at lost for a suitable hair-stylist to consult. Oh and mum created her first blog today, of course with the help of mine... it's www.suesecret.blogspot.com! Just submitted her first post and though it's still in quite a mess, given some time, I guess she will re-organize it herself. Monday's the start of my new semester, gotta buy my notes soon... hope it'll costs less than 20 bucks cos' I wanna get myself new sets of clothes and shoes. I wanna go shopping... but first, I think I should have my hair-cut first. Feel like going for a short holiday with my Kuai Yong, but haiz... it's blasted coz I gotta coach brother for his year end exams...argh...sad case^ Just finished Ginseng Chicken with Pearl Powder, ohh... hoping to have beautiful skin after that. Hehe~ gotta pen-off now, Kuai Yong fmz liao...

BeWaRe

2005-10-16T18:24:00.000+08:00

Bloggers out there, please be careful of what you post onto your blog......You may know by now that Blogging is a very popular internet past time and may have your own personal Blog site or participated in some.Whatever your blogging experience, here are some very important info to protect you.Recently 2 bloggers were charged under the Sedition Act for posting insulting and reckless racial comments on the internet. One of the blogger was jailed for a month while another was given a one-day jail term and a maximum fine of $5,000. (ST, Oct 8).In another case of 5 junior college students punished for criticising 2 teachers and a vice-principal on the Net. These students were suspended for 3 days and their parents were also informed. (ST, Sep 27)While you Blog, please stay on the right side of the Law and stay sensitive to other people around you. Do not blog on things that promote feelings of ill-will and hostility between different races or classes of the population of Singapore (Section 4 of the Sedition Act).Students should use the blog appropriately and not to misuse it to arouse social disorder or 'flame' a person online. In a multi-racial society like in Singapore, every citizen or resident should respect other races and religions. As all Bloggers are personally responsible for what they blog, please be careful.(Taken from np-mail)

LoVe GifTs & PreSenTs

2005-07-26T19:24:00.000+08:00

Kuai Yong finally came back on friday, went to airport with his Ah Gong to welcome him back... left house at 6:00pm and waited till about 8:00pm for Kuai Yong to be dismissed. Kuai Yong bought me lotsa presents, mostly Hello Kitty(s)! I has a kitty web camera, a kitty jewellery box, mini kitty portable fan, kitty coin bank (humph! but it broke), pink precious jem pendant, beautifully hand-made bracelet, maiden therapy comb, lover-pair (fish bone liked) necklance,Louis Vuiton coin purse, pearl cream lotion and a wooden carved segmented snake. So sweet and thoughtful of him, I had the most presents and am most thrilled by all the latest added kitty collections. I liked the pink pendant MOST! It means alot to me cos' of its unique design and sentimental value. 23rd was our 3rd anniversary and I too bought kuai yong a present, went J8 and got him a black Bilabong shirt. After our short absence, we grew more in love and became moreplayful now... I had lotsa fun with him, teasing him and loving him all the same. I want him to always remember how much he means to me and that my love for him will never sway. Bickers and squibbles are just our ways of expressing our opinionsbut it can never be of any impact no matter what. My Da is the GreaTest LoVe of All and so will I be his DeaRest PrinCess Always!! His giatness I'll take for it is the love of endearment he portrays ~ ***

...No KuAi YoNg...

2005-07-17T18:53:00.000+08:00

Ohhh...sadest day ever...^Sobs^ no kuai yong for the next few days, ~"oh where oh where can my kuai yong be...oh where oh where can he be..."~ He'll be in Shanghai and Nan Jing for his "study trip" and will only be back by22nd July (Friday) at 7pm. Kuai Yong left as early as 4:30am and till 7.00am, I could hardly continue my sleep, I woke up finally to read Kuai Yong's e-mail to me and his words of care and concern left me with tears in my eyes and I could only cried myself to sleep. OhHo, no kuai yong to disturb, no kuai yong to complain, no kuai yong to bully, no kuai yong to bao bao, no kuai yong to watch According to Jim with me etc... *Just am I so attached to him*.Kuai Yong promised he'd call me, I waited but the phone never rang... I stayed home the whole day and the when night falls, emptiness embarked and all was quiet and the silence all seemed deafening. I had the blanket all to myself but all wasn't the same as before. I know I'd miss him, I know I'd cherish our times even more in his absence... it's silly how things contradict themselves sometimes but it's all human's nature.

PreCioUsLy MiNe

2005-07-10T10:03:00.000+08:00

Ghee, it's been a long time since I last blog!! Whoops and darlingz Evelyn gave me a surprise visit on my taggy. I had the hardest time ever this semester, lotsa happenings till I'm crashing into mildmadness~ I had the experience of life's happiest moments but failed to up keep that wonderful feeling. Things hadn't been the same as it was years ago, just how life changes every now and then. I wished so much as to made known my feelings but if ever a day that happens, I guess time will come to a stand still. I really hope time will reveal how hurting it is to know that a person's negligence can bring awful disputes and misunderstandings. Preciously Mine... an initial I've chosen for my little thoughts to keep, love comes specially if its genuine and pure... to know that L0vE KeePs Us AliVe, a personspecial can mean the whole world to you, yet the person you love can bring life's disappointments. I think maybe I should learn to leave things the way it should be, then will I find peace... forgiving seemsthe hardest thing to do, forgetting is a whole lot easier... but people often take it for granted. I've learnt a lesson that the words one speaks can either bring a good or bad effect, so that is why the tongue is most evil and sinful. Once it is said, it cannot be taken back so it's very important to think twice before making your speech. Making assumptions will also be the last thing you'll ever attempt cos if it's wrong, consequences is that you will lose favour of your very own impression to others. I'll soon be in my twenties... a whole new frame of views and opinions...I would consider myself fortunate, I never lacked oflove and attention. Today is a very special day cos' it's BaBe's Birthday!! She's a dearie and the sweetest pet to keep. All visitors of my blog, my message today may seem like bits and pieces but remember, spokenwords is a powerful tool to use, use it with care especially to the person you love.

HoLiDaY!!

2005-06-09T02:48:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging since 30th May, wooh0o...and here I am for my updates =P I am just s0oo busy with my school's schedule, projects and tests!! Luckily, I have got Kuai Yong to lend me his Business Plan Format, or elseI'd be left dangling in mid air! Have just finished packing my lugguage bag for my KL trip... packed till now and it's like already 2:33 am...g0sH! I still have to attend lessons till 2:00 pm and dad will be picking Kuai Yong & me up from school. Long journey... 3 hours drive wor...wondering what to do in the MPV, sleep leh or read books leh or just stare at the view?? Actually, I had quite a nice day today, went to school and my lecture was cancelled,after which Kuai Yong picked me up from school and we went to have "Ya Kun Kaya Toast" with Kendra. Took some photos of the people there for project purposes and headed to Funan to survey on the PDA Kuai Yong wanted, bought Godma her USB blue-tooth for $35.90/- Had to pick her up from the office as she didn't drive today and oh my! waited for her for half an hour... fetch Kendra home and went to have dinner. Dinner was wonderfully done by Auntie Winnie, tom yamfish, vegetables & steamed chicken. Oh well... decided not to bring my lap-top tomorrow cos' I'm going straight to KL from school, guess it wouldn't be safe to carry it to KL. *yawnSss... I'm so tired, guess I'll end today's blog sessionhere and keep it updated again soonest. Wish Me a HappY TriP !! Nitez....=)

LoUsy Day

2005-05-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

Today's Monday and ohh... M0nDaY BLueS !! Kuai Yong picked me up and I started my complaints about everything... here goes:" Ohh... I had lousy lunch today...etc..." (^0^) Whoops! and in the end he took me to Mos Burgerfor dinner =D I had the usual rice burger and fries with lotsa Mayo... Yummy !! My treat to Kuai Yong too cos' he's always paying for most of my things. Kuai Yong agreed to get ourselves a pair of couple ring... my present beforehis trip to Shanghai in China. 7 days trip wor... so I can request for 7 wishes ** S0ooo happy!! No Kuai Yong a bit "yam-gong" wor...am gonna miss him to tears. Hmm... more and more pple have begun asking abt the sudden boycott of a"member". How should I put it?? Haha ~ No words can ever describe our emotional feelings. Oh dear, I had this terrible stomach ache this evening and "bombarded" the toilet from J8 to home. It was that BAD and I guess I'll have to govegetarian to neutralize the toxic within. Had lunch with Jie Shi and Daryl and heard the funniest stories ever... this couple, always at loggerheads but ever so loving with the quibbles. Jie Shi, if you happen to be reading... u oughtto realise that he may not be the romantic bf of dreams but he does the hilarious stunts that makes you laugh with joy that twinkles in yr eyes. You 2 have that "Fu Qi Siang" (^-^) Hee~ Guys will always be guys!! Yah? *laughs I'd reallywish to have a pleasant day tomorrow... my poor skin had been attacked by mosquitoes... so itchy and ohh..especially the sand fly bites!! Gotta go apply my "Gui Hua Balm"... =P

PriZe WiNnEr

2005-05-28T12:54:00.000+08:00

Wah... didn't know that I would be 1 of the prize winners for last semester's modules. Hee~ Received an e-mail stating that I have done well for my IS Module... No big deal actually but I thought it was generous of themto give "$20 dollars". I even had my photo taken holding the certificate by the school's photographer... Was glad to know that my effort for the project was at least accounted for. Jie Shi and I talked about lotsa stuff,interesting ones in fact, we were laughing away during the Data Communication lecture... this Jun Jie & Yong Lee so *funny* !! Told Jie Shi some stories and she had her laughs too... I finally went to see Biscuit, and in case you must be wondering whats that??? It's Jie Shi's puppy... she's so cute!! Have grown so big since the last time I saw her and guess what?.. The Ikea mouse I gave biscuit, she bite off the tail and swallowed it into her tummy. So "giat!" ... still very much a puppy and a lovely pet to keep. Fifi msg me yesterday night... thought, maybe could meet up with Shu Hui together..still waiting for her reply though. Oh... primary & secondary schools are having their holidays already! One month... wah ... so envious =) Life is so contradicting, when I'm having my holidays, I feel like going to school and now, I'm envious again. *HUH? Oh never mind... there always seem to be greener pastureson the other side. Oh and Dad's birthday, we went to Malaysia (JB) to have "Tian Ji"..."Cod Fish"..."Roast Duck"... etc... at a chinese restaurant, my treat plus a little top up from dad. Mum bought him a MP3 player..he was so happythat he gave her a kiss on the cheek. S0oo loving hor? Later we bought DVDs... Monsters in Laws... I havent watch that..maybe later in the evening. Great and today is Saturday and I've run out of places to go... now waiting for Kuai Yong topick me up... so hungry, feel like eating maggie mee... I gotta run, will be back soonest!! Ta Ta +

Sh0pPinG

2005-05-25T17:27:00.000+08:00

Wah hah... it was my first outing with Tifi & Fifi!! I met up with them at Orchard yesterday for some shopping..hmm, or shall I say "window shopping" cos I didn't manage to get anything. I gave them each a small gift of some chewy candies and a bear bear plus a packet of Hello Kitty tissue. I luRve to give presents, especially gal-frens =D Oh well, I hope they like it.... We took neo-prints too, and guess what?? It's my 1st neo-print taken in 5 years!! I looked horrible in it but well, it's the memory that counts! Hee~ The 3 of us were quite an attraction, having to be stopped by modeling agencies for our particulars. I was kinda baffled cos' huh? We're like the short kinda gals... *laughs It was really amusing. We had Yoshinoya, together with Kuai Yong... so nice of him to tag along, but later he went off to do his stuff. Oh and I finally bought my course-notes today... wasn't a long queue cos my IS module ended early... like 2:30 instead of 5:00, hah! S0ooo happy =) Quite expensive though... $30.70 for 3 set of course-notes plus 4 set of experiment sheets. Phew... finally over with the phobia of the long queue of the first week of school. Is was kinda fun today, played a game to get to know our classmates. The lecturer is from FMS and, okay lah... he's not too bad... quite a nice person in fact. I'm suppose to collect my glasses today... but have to wait till Kuai Yong finish washing his Cambry. Oh and Pei Lu finally asked me whats wrong today after the IS lesson ended, hope she'll understand more from Jie Shi... anyway, haiz... its kinda difficult at times to compromise so we tend to have conflicts sometimes, I have learnt to be aware of your peers likes and dislikes and to be sure not to offend them in any way cos' matters of the heart can be tedious to mend once hurt or neglected. Most importantly, not to take their kindness for granted. Hence..my gifts to "u" all occasionally (*-*) +++ Tifi is my recently newly-made friend and I find her pretty sweet and warm... she's Fifi's bestie and I often say they look like twins. Kuai Yong bought Da Jie Lana cake and ohh... I had the corner part, so nice of Da Jie to gave me that part!! It's a delicious cake and be mindful that there's only 1 outlet in Singapore and you'd have to book in advance, say about a week. Don't expect warm services though but seriously no regrets for the cake. Not advertising for them but just my reccomandation. Urghh... it's back to school days and a whole lot of subjects to concentrate on... hopefully I can get my ADs for my core modules. IS won't be graded this semester, no attendance taken as well... hah! Not so stressful on that, but well... I'll give in my best!! Ohh... Kuai Yong is going on a school trip around July, so upsetting. he's gonna be away for 7 days which is 168 hours... sobs* No Kuai Yong to disturb or bully or hug. It's Dad's birthday tomorrow, where shall I take him too?? Paper steamboat??

FisH & ChiPs

2005-05-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

Ohh... I feel S0ooo pampered, Godma invited me over to her house for Fish & Chips... somemore she also gave me my allowance for my coming semester. *Happiest =D Qt and Michelle often drop by to provide some interesting messages on my tag for meto read... though we've never met each other before, they seemed kinda sociable. I had a chat with Felicia too on friday; my last day of work and she shared many nice stories with me of herself and Tiffi... it's so nice to have such frens around. Fifi is a lucky girl (u knoe what I mean) *laughs... compared to me... I only have Shu Hui as my close mitted fren =) Thanks you to all my frens, be it blog frens; bps frens etc... it's all of you who brought the colours of friendship to light. Of course not forgetting my Kuai Yong... he bought me an expensive dress when we went shopping at Bugis Junction... so nice & sweet of him wor ... he didn't even buy any new clothes for himself knoe ... I'm such a lucky gal to have such loving da!! Muacks (^~^) Actually,mu Kuai Yong very accomodating leh... always have the entire weekend for me to do my stuff and never once complain. S0ooo LuRvE him for his kind thoughts and understanding. It's been raining these few days and it really dampens pple's mood... Kuai Yong haven't been fishing for the longest time ever. All the rods also wanna grow fungus liao, but since the new semester starting, I'd reckon that he'll fish his free time away for the first week with Wan Boon. It's all coming back to the old days, just like before. Oh andbefore I forget... I wanna share with everyone what I had for my last day of work at shenton. Kuai Yong, his colleagues and myself... we went to Far East Square to have this paper steamboat. Kuai Yong and I ordered the beef set. [$10 each] Not too bad, just thatthe rice they served was kinda "too sticky" and "little". Overall, still acceptable ... after which we had the Yummiest local drinks, I had the milo dinosaur... $1.20 for that and the milo was as smooth as it can get. Oh well...our last lunch at shenton area and it'sback to canteen food on Tuesday. Oh.. I must remind myself to collect my glasses on the 25th... hmm... so I have a new set of glasses, Hello Kitty pencil case, Pink Hole Puncher, Hello Kitty ruler, lotsa new sets of clothes, new bags... so ready for my coming semester. I still wanna go trim my eyebrows, get some blue pen and it's back to the school days!! The lace is in fashion now, and almost all the clothes I bought, have laces on them... my closet is so full, I had better stop buying clothes... 3 doors closet and I still have problemswith space. My mum often says my clothes can be worn for a year >> Hee~ Dad's brithday is arriving in another 4 days time, where shall I bring him for dinner? Hmm... somewhere nice and cosy ... will come back to that once I've run thru my namecards. My Kuai Yong now playing X-Boxwith Mighel (his good fren) and I'm here blogging away... wonder where are we having dinner tonight?? Hmm... not very hungry yet... the fish & chips is still in my tummy. I'm so happy, Monday is a holiday... can stay up late tonight to watch TV or DvDs... lovely weekend to have, justbefore the semester starts. I feel like reading Julia Garwood stories again... s0oo romantic!! A MuSt read title: Castles - My favourite =) If anyone of you lurve to read... yeah! You will be glued to it** (only if u crave for romance) Gotta go... Tata

Dad's Co0kinG

2005-05-19T15:05:00.000+08:00

Today daddy called to say he's gonna wipe up a few dishes for the family... it's been a long time since I had dinner done by him. Daddy talks and shares his feelings with me recently, and I'm glad to have him chatting with me, be it work; family; worries; happiness etc... I will always be there for him if he needed anyone to talk to. To me, he's the GreaTesT Dad EveR!! Oh... Kuai Yong had hisfarewell lunch with his company today, wonder what was the treat? Hee~ Though I didn't meet him for lunch today, I still went ahead to eat my Yoshinoya Beef Bowl!! *Nice~ Today I went to OUB Bank and it took me a while to find the place... wasted so much of my lunch time and yet when I reached the destination, I almost wanted to slap the lady's face... she kept insisting that I pay the penalty fee of a mere $20.00/- and I was so freaking pissed!! Can't she bring it forward to the next bill and save everyone's inconvenience?!! Not that I didn't wanna pay, but for goodness sake, does she have any idea how far the nearest POSB atm machine was?!! Like the whole world revolved around her and I had to kick up a big fuss that I'm rushing for time and cannot afford to take all her chunk of crap... onlyupon seeing my fed-up face, did she realised she had better waive it off for me. I was like:" oh, now she has finally come to her senses!" Really squared minded... no flexibility at all...such pple better not do businesses, bound to hit the trashhole and collaspe. Two words to describe my emotions --> "PeK - CheK". Luckily Kuai Yong made my day early this morning by buying me a nice yummy egg tart, or elseshe'd probably see raging fire in my eyes because I'm like so famished! Anyway, yesterday Godma bought me a new pair of glasses, my degree increased a little(only one side), 1.75 and 1.50, supposedly 1.50 each,but well... I had been spending too much time on my laptop. The doctor did a test for me, a flash, an irritating eye poking test and the detection of an arrow on a board of numbers. It was most amusing but laterdid I realise I had an awful headache after all that test, too strainful to the eyes I guess. Oh and my results were that I had this strange ability to control the muscle of my eyes, I could choose which eye I wanted to actually use... or just use them normally as a pair. can't really explain in details... but wow! Amazing... wonder if it was a good or bad sign... nvm ... I'm glad to be the way I am cos I'm special in my very own way!I had very weird yet interesting dreams recently, I see pple whom I have never met before and it puzzles me very much... dreams can sometimes be so magical! *laughs =) I really feel like taking my driver's license, should I take the auto or the manual?? Can't seem to decide... it's an asset though to be able to knoe how to drive... it's 3 o'clock now and 2 and a half more hours to go... must rush to Bugis cos Kuai Yong parked his car there. I feel like going for a short trip this coming weekend, ohh.. but something seems to be pulling me back. Oh well... as time goes... I'll leave it to time to reveal the answer.

MoSqUiToeS

2005-05-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

Oh... been bitten by a mosquitoe just below my right eye, of all place...bite my face area...somemore look like pimple if not given a closer look at it. The entire weekend was kinda fun,On Saturday, Kuai Yong & I brought brother to eat white hor fan with beans sprout and sliced fish. YuMmY!! We had Kankong and Har Jiong Kai too...after which we went to Marina South to playarcade games, oh...saw lots of cute winnie the pooh soft toy, those that you use the 2 legged claw to grab it. Kuai Yong spent like $5 - $6 dollars but didn't manage to get it... what a waste of money!! Hee~ But I knoe he sayang me that's why... It started to rain heavily soon after and Kuai Yong was so sweet to go pick my parents up from the indoor stadium. We met with one so damninconsiderate driver, he selfishly park his car under the overhead bridge and hogged up the entire road, Kuai Yong had to give him one long horn before he budged a little to allow some space for others to drive thru... Silly pple really!! Godma wanted her dvds back so Kuai Yong drove there and we stayed till around 2:00 am because Kuai Yong was helping her with her PC problem...Soo sleepyafter that... [^o^] Sunday was a swimming + X Box day, brought Jayson, Jackie & Louis over to my place to swim, had nuggets and french fries for dinner. The kids were really giat and it was kinda funto watch them play and fight over whose turn it was to play the X-Box =) The weekend ended so quick and it was consoling to know that it's finally the last week of work...yipee!! Oh, I really wanna upload some photos, how to ah?? I'm still puzzled or say I havent tried yet... It's a sleepy yawny day today and I look forward to my coming weekend again!! I wanna pack my closet!! New clothes are arriving... gottathrow the old and tattered ones away... *laughs... girls will always be girls!

RaiNboWs

2005-05-14T13:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I took leave cos admitted dad into hospital at 1:45 am, the whole session lasted till 5:00 am in the morning...was so so sleepy and tired when I got home. Until about 10 plus in the morning,I msg Shu Hui to see if she wanted to go out cos I promised her the previous week that we'll meet up... so we met each other at Orchard MRT at 1:00 pm and later went to Pasta Mania to have lunch. The usual, she's forever putting all sorts of toppings on her pasta, pepper lah, salt lah, cheese lah, chilli flakes lah... and pengz... after 5 mins later, she's stil adding her toppings and I'm already half way thru my meal... we had an enjoyable time together shopping and buying clothes, Shu Hui didn't bought any clothes though, but she got herself a nice belt of shiny diamond hearts. It looked great on her!! She really filled my day with lotsa laughter by telling me stories of her naughtiness in BPS. Haha~~ She's a nice friend really and one of the only ones that I keep i contact, we share lots of things in common... I gave her a present of precious moments sweet and a card holder, hope she'd like it. Oh and not forgetting Felicia, we had a short chat after the last episode of the 9 o'clock show and when she mentioned that we havent met up for more than a year, I was like :"oh yah hor... goodness, how time flies!" Haha... Come to think of it, sec sch years were of much fun than poly life... cos there were so many rules & regulations to abide by. No long fingernails, no fringe below the eyebrown, no dying of hair, no handphone allowed etc... and yet we tried as much to disobey and get ourselves in trouble. It was kinda fun though... those were the days!! Today isin't such a bad day for me cos the storm was over and I could see rainbow again... hope that all will be smooth going again and load me off my worries. Haven't got Shu Hui's blog... but soon it will be up on my link =) I bought lotsa laced clothes yesterday at Far East, spend quite a bomb and regretted getting the white dress cos Kuai Yong said it didn't looked nice on me...that was the most expensive set somemore...*sob... oh well, at least I have got new clothes for my new semester... (^-^) I'm so bored now, Singapore is such a small town country, that there's not much place to go... but I dun wanna stay home and rot... it's a waste of time!!

bQ kOrEa

2005-05-12T14:52:00.000+08:00

Oh wah..lunch today was at a new outlet of fast food Korean food at Telok Ayer Street, just opposite Chinasquare. Kuai Yong and I ordered 2 sets of bbq beef, which cost to about
$9.90 each, excluding 10% service charge and 5% GST...expensive leh...but okay lah, at least tried something new. The Kimchi was overly fresh and the soup tasted a bit weired. I gotten
myself 3 etra new ten dollars note... always keeping it like treasure. Haiz..today not a very smooth day, seems like my mummy is gonna nag & nag & nag at me liao. Dunno what she wants leh,
full of funny thinking which I can never accept...I bet no one else will too...especially at my age. The thing is that I "sian" already, and gotten use to her nagging and funny acts... a sort
of resentment I guess... long story! Felicia msg me in the morning and we msg each other abit...havent seen her in what seemed like years, oh and her gorgeous fren has the same birthdate as me.
So sleepy now... ever since I started working, I always felt tired and sleepy... dun like to get up early in the morning, everytime must have something to drag me out of bed. Actually this is
what happens to 3/4 of the population everyday, get up, go to work, have a stable job, income that always seemed never enough and the cycle goes on and on. Parents love to tell their kids, study
hard, get good grades, find a good job and you know life is just the way it is. I find it so tiring and all this isin't what we are looking forward to, but yet most people end up in this cycle...
hah! It's funny to realise such things. *yawns...oh well, just another day and every seconds that pass has become our past... and here it is, Thursday and soon it's weekend time... blog seems like
an online diary, just that it isin't so confidential... for our memories rather, be it good or bad =) Having terrible ulcers...can't smile naturally cos it'll hurts...faster heal so that I can eat
and laugh properly again... Rain~rain~rain ... it's a rainy day!

CoUpLeS QuaReLLs

2005-05-11T12:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Kuai Yong and I quarelled again, all because of the expensive charges of the ERP gantry into CBD. Dunno why, but we seem to be always at loggerheads with each other.Haiz...but it was all over during lunch time :) I wanted to eat my Spagetti Bolognese lunch set just beside Kuai Yong's office building and he took me there, but be'cos the offerwill only start on the 11th May (today) so we ended up eating Nasi Lemak and Fish & Chips. Kuai Yong was sweet enought to help me slice out the meat of the chicken wing for me. Hee~ Soo Happy!!It started to rain after our meal and luckily I brought my pink + purple umbrella from *Charmed & Dangerous. I walked Kuai Yong back to his office and headed to continue my work at JK Incurance Agencies Pte Ltd. Soon it was 6:00pm and Kuai Yong off work liao... went to chinatown to eat teochew Bak Chor Mee, not bad wor... quite like the taste of it although it had vinegar in it. Later we walked around and Kuai Yong bought this massaging hammer, somemore ask me to help him massage his aching neck in the car. Ohhh...but it was quite fun... to hammer him on the neck..Hehe~ Soon after we went to meet Zuanqi and Carman for coffee at Jalan Kayu (near my place) and we chatted quite abit till around 8:45pm before we left. I want to watch my 9 o'clock show... Fann Wong! I likeher hair...always so straight, hmmm..but mine equally as straight cos' I just did my rebonding on Sunday at Kimage (North-Point) I paid $168/- for a senior hair-stylist.. was kinda lucky cos' therewasn't any graduates available at that time. Dunno why I asked so many stlylist to cut fringe for me, in the end, cut a little only. I think they feel that it doesn't suit my face...But~urggghh...it'sin fashion mah... so dissapointing!! Oh and finally a load off my back, paid my M1 bill yesterday $77.60/- (for 2 months)..sob* gonna be broke soon =( I want to buy clothes, new semester starting and I already feel as if I have ran out of clothes to wear liao... my time table not appealing wan, 3 days until 5pm leh...so sian. Kuai Yong got 1 day no need to go school...which is Thursday...shiokest!! I hope to get lots of distinctions next semester, last semester only got 1 A and 2 ADs... need to buckle up on my average score though. Oh.. must remember to buy Carmen's present today, I can't attend the party cos' need to be home to teach my brother for his exams... ^so upsetting^ ... always ruin my day's plan. Kuai Yong will go alone today but I think he will enjoy it without me, cos' I wun be there tonag and disturb him. *Laughs ++ Oh school is starting, 7 more days to go..counting down!! I dun like to work... so tiring, need to wake up so early and gosh...boredom kills!! Gtg, blog in again... *winks
P.S: I've put up my puppy's photo... her name is Babe; isin't she cute?!!

BiRthDaY SpeCiaL

2005-05-09T16:23:00.000+08:00

Had a great weekend...many Birthday parties, from Jayson's to Selina's and up-coming will be Uncle Lee's Birthday at Zuan Qi's placeFinally modified the X-Box for like RM110/- plus 10 games for RM7.00 Oh...what a day!! MaNic MonDay ++ I had a talk with dad few days ago,he seemed kinda stressed and starts hallucinating things, I'm worried and I really am at lost whether there is anything that I can help. Oh well, I gave him one of my extra atm card for his keeping, in case he needs it. Kuai Yong seemed quite happy this weekend, went fishing, bought plenty ofX-Box games to play, I kept fmz-ing at him all the time nowadays, dunno why too?? *sob Maybe be'cos I have a lot up on my head. But my short trip accrossthe borders of Singapore was quite relaxing, I had clams with blachan chilli and sting ray and satay and char kway teow and lotsa sugar cane juice. Brother,Kuai Yong and I ate till we were SoSoSo FuLL~ Nice dinner I would say... Yum Yum++ Oh yeah, the new semester is starting soon... miss my school days. I amfinally back with my previous classmates, from 1F1 to 1F3 to 1F2... shuffled around like poker cards. I chose Enterprenuership for my IS Module, wonder what it's like... wednesday: 1 - 5 p.m !! I was like "HUH!" It's like 4 hours? Can't understand why yet...but I want my ADss.. must push my score up to 3.5 and above,I want to further my studies in the university and must study real hard for the next following semesters to come. When will I own my 1st Merc?? Hmm... I kinda likeS-class... spacious and equipt with the best technology ever!! It's my dream car and I will own it someday. Oh and not forgetting, I bought Mum a Mother's day cake from Toa Poyoh... just a token of my appreciation for her being such a wonderful mum. Godma had one too, but slightly more expensive, cos' it was recommended by KuaiYong. Oh but well, it's the thought that counts... miss my kuai yong so so much, feel like hugging him and giving him a big kiss! Muacks~~

SwEeT Ch0cOLaTe

2005-05-06T17:14:00.000+08:00

It's friday finally and it's a gonna be a BiRtHdaY weekend...Jayson's BirThdaY is ToDaY & SeLina's BiRthDaY is tom0rroW :P Oh Da wants to go fishing and I dunno why I didn't give him the green light...haiz...like being very selfish hor?? I met my Da for lunch today and we went to maxwell, but the Japanese Noodle stall wasn't open today so we looked around and decided to have Char Kway Teow instead.It wasn't so bad except that I felt that it has got a ^funny taste^ after effect so it's like **yUcKsss** But...someone was loving enough tobring me to a nice chocolate cake shop just round the corner..the decorations of the cake was ReaLLy pReTtY!! It was the premium cake and itcosts $5:30 each...wow!! SteeP ;] I bought 3 of each type and gave one to Godma for Mother's Day. The ch0coLate FuDgE was for my Kuai Yong cos'he said he kinda wanted to have that initially, so I settled for D0uBLe FuDgE!! Haven't tried yet though..still somewhat full..Hee~ I haven't bought Jayson's present..he wanted this $69.90 X-B0X Game but Kuai Yong said that it would be better to modify it for just $45/- and buy a fewpirated games from Malaysia; just like a whole package. I'm still trying to do up my blog...still trying my very BesT to LeaRn...was hoping to have some nice animations and maybe load a few pics?! I like pink-baby's blog...really my dream blog ever >> I was just wondering:" how do I change the font colour? and how do I strike off my wishlist items? Gotta find out, but I'm kinda happy with my blog now...credits to pink-baby, bouncy-bubbles,blogskin.com, strawberrific and designer: xiao zhu zhu. Guess I'll have to learn more about customizing my blog... brb ....it's tea time!!